It’s going downhill now school sucks, family problems, and then money is low. I have little hope at this moment nothing to look forward to. This sucks I finally understand what stress is never had it in my life and if I did I must have been very good at dealing with it subconsciously. I barely enjoyed my senior year and my parents wonder why I’m never home i guess it’s to escape reality but reality caught up to me and got me I dont even know how to express my feeling. I’m on edge everything is just going wrong so if I snap at you it’s not personally against you I’m fighting emotions inside. I’m just trying to graduate and get this stupid fairy tale over with and it always seems I get screwed over in my family dad switched jobs so not as much money as I grew up with, my sister has messed my family up, I dread waking up to another bullshit day it’s the same shit different day everyday in sick of this shit. So much running through my head can’t even sleep right anymore. It’s te weekend I just need to chill and think about stuff but I can’t there is more shizz I have to do this weekend. AHHHHH!!